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Learning to Let Go

A Short Story


It was a little over two years ago that I returned to my home town after many years' absence. Walking down my old street, I stopped outside my childhood home, noticing the For Sale sign.

On the outside, at least, it was mostly the same. Money had been tight when we lived there, and the paintwork wanted redoing, the pebble-dash had chipped off, exposing the brickwork. Now, the new owners had restored the old Victorian terrace to its former glory, no longer the shame of the street.

I gazed up at all three floors, remembering. I felt a longing, a pining, to spend a few minutes in my place, to experience a small taste of my former happiness, to feel, just for a moment, that simple childhood innocence.

I was only 11 when we'd moved. I wasn't really sure why; money, I think. It was all very sudden, and I didn't deal with the change well. I liked stability, familiarity. Needed it. I'd spent a lot of time in my room, my safe haven. I'd never been able to get emotionally close to anyone. I had siblings, cousins, but I could never relate to them all that well. There was always this gulf between us; I didn't understand their ways, they didn't understand mine. If something upset me, I would take to my room, the one place I could truly be myself, where I was never judged, never made to feel like a misfit. It was my own space, my sole friend who rejoiced with me, learned with me, wept with me.

When we moved, I had to share a room with my sister, she took it over, it was her place, and I was a stranger once more. I no longer had the comfort my room had given me, I couldn't deal with negative feelings well anymore. They said I had behavioural issues, and took me to doctors.

Now I was back. Welcome home, old friend, the house seemed to say. I felt an ache in my heart. It would not be on the market forever, I would likely never return here again. Would I want to spend the rest of my life regretting losing the chance?

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Shadows — Chapter Three

Zephyr clapped his hands. "It's one of your parents you're looking for, isn't it?"

Ferys felt his heart stop. "How did you know?"

Zephyr smiled. "Deductive reasoning. When I saw your name written in Feralian, and that you had a Feralian name, of course I assumed that you must be Feralian. And when I heard your accent come out every time you got angry, I thought it was a sure thing. But, of course, I overlooked two things." He paused dramatically. "Your eyes are the wrong colour and you don't have wings."

"Way to go, genius. Missing that sure would be easy."

Zephyr grinned. "So now I know. You're human and were kidnapped by Feralians at a young age. And now you're looking to return to your original family. Am I right?"

"You couldn't be further from the truth."

Zephyr was aghast. "No way!"

"You're a complete idiot."

"I was sure I had it."

"What would a Feralian want with a human kid? Moron."

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Chapter Five — The Icarus Army

Kiki kicked out as someone grabbed her foot.

"Yaieeee!"

"Get off me!"

"Kiki!"

"Get off!"

Pit grabbed hold of Kiki's wrist and pulled her back towards the gates of the Children's House. "How many more times, Kiki?"

Kiki remained tight-lipped.

"You can't go on like this. You know you're forbidden from leaving the house after dark."

Kiki refused to respond and looked away, scowling.

Pit continued. "And the fruit in the orchard does not belong to you."

Here Kiki replied. "It belongs just as much to me as it does to everyone else there!"

"And it belongs just as much to everyone else as it does to you. This is the third time this week you've sneaked out at night to steal fruit. Yes, steal, Kiki."

"You — you just be quiet!"

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Shadows — Chapter Two

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There would be another hour until the gates of Fartemple were opened. Ferys wondered why they bothered with gates — a pathetic, half-baked town like this.

"It's probably more to stop people getting out."

Ferys accepted this explanation without question. What he wanted to know now was why he hadn't managed to shake off this insane elf yet.

"So... this person you're looking for..."

"Mind your own business."

Of course, Zephyr was undeterred by this. "This person you're looking for — it is a friend, or foe or neutral third party?"

"Shut up. Stop asking me questions."

"Is it someone you've to kill?"

Ferys shot him a scathing look. "I'll kill you in a minute!"

Silence.

Zephyr sighed. "If I have to be killed by anyone," he smiled, "I'd want it to be you, Ferys."

"Argh!" Ferys pounded his fists on the ground. "Now I'll never kill you, just to give someone you hate the chance to do it!"

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Chapter Four – Skyworld

"She can't be one of us."

"No one here has hair that colour."

"Give her room, will you!"

"Best be careful – she might be a spy."

"She's an angel: she can't be a spy. And I said to give her room!"

Kiki struggled to consciousness. Whose voices were these? She lifted her head and looked up, her vision blurry, at the purple-haired youth who'd just spoken.

"Are you Pit?"

The young man looked at her, his face an expression of concern.

"My name is Jayce. And yours?"

"Where's Pit? I have to find Pit."

"She's an assassin," someone piped up from the back of the small crowd who'd gathered around this mysterious newcomer. "I told you we should have taken her weapons."

Kiki heaved herself up onto all fours. Her whole body ached and her wings felt heavy. It had taken 8 nights of flying, plus various encounters with the deadly denizens of the sky, to arrive here and she was worn out. Was this even the right place?

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Prescience — Chapter One

Click the thumbnails from left to right, but read the manga from right to left!

My artwork is atrocious. I’m so sorry! かにしてください !

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I actually really hate making manga. I thought using tones would be quicker than doing full colour — shows how much I knew. This actually took longer. I spent my whole week off working on this, and the art still sucks, and I was so super fed up of it. I’m just mentioning this as a reminder to myself to never EVER write manga again.

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Shadows — Chapter One

Click the thumbnails from left to right, but read the manga from right to left!

I used to read manga at the time and just automatically formatted it manga style without thinking and I'm not bothered to redo it.

This was the first ever manga I made, and it shows. The art is very amateurish and just plain awful at times. It gets a little better towards the end pages. Anyway, this is Ferys and Zephyr's back stories.

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Chapter Three — Kid Liquorice

kiki is fed up of training

"I'm sick of this, Father. Can't we do something else?"

"On you feet, Kiki, come on."

Kiki let out a growl of irritation as she heaved herself up. "I'm not even better from the last time," she complained, clutching her arm. "One of these days you'll kill me with your training — and then I can think of some people what will be sorry for some things!"

Callimachus sighed. "If you'd only hit the stone as I told you, you wouldn't have got hurt."

"And don't bury me somewhere manky," Kiki continued. "I want somewhere with flowers, somewhere nice."

"Sure." Callimachus picked up another pebble. "Hold your dagger properly, come on, don't slouch. Now for the last time, Kiki, please hit the blessed stone! Ready?"

She nodded.

Callimachus threw the pebble.

Kiki side-stepped.

"I'm going inside."

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Chapter Two — Better than a Dream

I am very lucky, thought Callimachus as he watched Asteria at her spinning wheel. I have a beautiful wife, a whole island to myself and a flock of sheep that keeps growing and growing. I have everything I need, and no troubles at all.

Except maybe for Asteria's fiery temper. Sometimes it took only the smallest thing to rile her — but that was a small price to pay for her companionship.

He'd heard in Skyworld that happiness was often hard to find for Overworlders, but he knew, and they were wrong. I am very happy, he thought. Very happy.

Asteria gave Callimachus's foot a playful kick. "I wish you wouldn't stare at me so," she muttered. "It's hard to concentrate when you do that."

Callimachus laughed. "I can't help it. I've never seen anyone spin moonlight into thread. It's amazing, how do you do it?"

"I've already told you — it's pointless trying to explain it to you, because you can never understand."

"Okay."

Asteria sighed. That was the only thing that annoyed her about Callimachus. He conceded to whatever she said so easily, there was never any opportunity to bicker. She'd confronted him about this once before.

"You never disagree with me," she had complained.

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The Story of Selene and Endymion

There are many variations of this story, but this is the version narrated in Atticus the Storyteller, and the version I am going with in Dreamsong.


Endymion was the mortal son of Zeus and worked as a shepherd, which he found utterly dreary. He was also incredibly handsome, of course. One night, bored out of his mind, he was stunned to see a beautiful and radiant woman approach. This was Selene, the goddess of the Moon, and she fell hopelessly in love with Endymion.

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But she was immortal, and he wasn't, so in order to have him forever, she asked Zeus to put him in an eternal sleep, which he did, and so Endymion never grew old or died. And every night, Selene visited him in his dreams, and she bore him 50 - yes 50 - daughters, each more beautiful than the last.

And that's the story of Selene and Endymion.

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Comments from old blog

Totally untrue, Selene was Ambrogio's lover and she died loving him, she was a mortal and a priestess at Apollo's temple then when she died (you have to know the full story there's lots more) Artemis granted her to become the goddess of moonlight because Artemis is goddess of the moon and she looks after Ambrogio guiding him and the children he creates. I'm obsessed with greek mythology and research it frequently.
— Moyasu 22/11/11
You sure about that? Are we talking about the same person here?
http://www.britannica.com/EBchecked/topic/533214/Selene
Like I said, there are different versions; however the one I used is the most common. I've never come across the version you relate here. Even looking on answers.com, I can't see any reference to your narrative. As far as I know, Selene was old school (Titan), whereas Artemis was one of Zeus's gang (well, his daughter).

Well it's ALL untrue anyway, since it's just a myth n_n
— Silver Arrows 22/11/11
@Mosayu – the myth of Selene and Ambrogio is recent fiction, I assume it came from a White Wolf RPG or similar. The myth of Selene and Endymion is an actual ancient Greek myth. A quick google will show you that, and even a seconds research in actual scholarly sources will show that no such figure existed in Greek myth. 'Ambrogio' is only mentioned on roleplaying and 'otherkin' websites, and has no historical basis. Also, you'd notice precisely the same cut and paste text of this 'myth' is used on all sites that mention it; and also that 'Ambrogio' is a contemporary Italian name, not an ancient Greek one, I would assume whoever first penned the 'vampire origin story' chose Ambrogio because it means 'immortal'.
— Sara 03/06/14
Thank you for this. It's nice to know Mosayu wasn't just imagining it. I never did find out where s/he was getting that story from.
— Silver Arrows 21/06/14
The website http://www.gods-and-monsters.com/vampire-origin.html listed Ambrogio as the fist vampire as well. I was skeptical, so I googled the name and Sara is right about it being a modern fabrication. Why do people do that? It makes finding the actual history of something much harder when people write hoaxes on subjects that actually have a true historical origin.
— Bebo 30/10/14

Chapter One — Where Angels Fear to Tread

callimachus daydreaming

I always dream myself to somewhere else each night / I dream in colour, cos I live in black and white / I know I dream much more than other people do / But I can't see / How anything can be / Better than a dream...
~ Mike Batt, Better than a Dream


Despite life being good, Callimachus always found something to dream about.

Aside from the squabble between Palutena and Medusa, things had been quiet in Angel Land lately. Callimachus was off-duty a fair bit these days, which gave him more time to spend at his woodwork. Right now he was carving toys for the younger angels at the Children's House, which always earned him some brownie points with Palutena. It was nice that Angel Land was at peace. But one needed some adventure.

Of course, there was always Pit.

Ever since their Commander had gone missing, the Icarus Army had been running around like headless chickens. Charis, while a good second-in-command, had shown herself totally inept as commander and strategist. Already she'd sent out some of the centurions on a find-and-rescue mission and none of them had returned.

Callimachus's dreams these days usually revolved around his searching out Pit and rescuing him single-handedly.

But until he got permission from Charis, it looked like he was stuck here whittling. He sighed and began to pack up his tools. The sooner they got their commander back, the better.

"Huh?" He started, straining his ears, as he heard the faint call of "To arms! To arms!"

callimachus looking out the window

He pushed open the window and saw Jayce flying past at high speed. He was shocked by the look of terror on the messenger's face. "Jayce, what's happening?"

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"The Sky Palace is under attack!" his friend gasped, without stopping. "We need all troops there now!" His voice faded away as he flew off, calling "Skyworld, to arms!"

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